The nothingness. Those skeptical of the soul and an afterlife need not fear (or cannot look forward to, if … Divine Mother: Fear contracts, so anything that is created with an energy of contraction will eventually contract itself into nothingness. Sort by. Just fucking why? She unwittingly threw me into an existential crisis last year. I am falling apart (WARNING:ABUSE TRIGGERS) (crucifixion, Gospel, Darwin) ... She attends one of the highest institutions of learning. I try to do little self-care things throughout my day, but sometimes they don’t work. Secondly, I am not that self because what I am is not the foundation of what I will be. But I wondered if they are falling apart because I created them with some fear in them. misanthropic yet I float through the alleys of the false world, unveiling the lost truth, I fall deeply into the abyss of nothingness. To answer your question, we would have to go one by one into the things that are falling … Nothingness Theory defines temporal existence as the constraint of infinite time and space within which human beings can exist. First I am not that self because time separates me from it. The moment love is desired, the light appears as if summoned. Maybe this is worse because I don’t sleep. Falling Into Nothingness. I must push my foot stealthily lest I should fall off the edge of the world into nothingness. I'm 40 yrs old. no comments yet. share. behind-the-mental-illness: This is 100% accurate for me 4,307 notes. She is an atheist. I was settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accepted it. Be the first to share what you think! “Alone, I often fall down into nothingness. The Dream: You're standing on a cliff, and suddenly you're falling into nothingness. Artist in Stedelijk will take the museum for a month and tell some stories of new Amsterdam street. 200 likes. Log in or sign up to leave a comment log in sign up. Nirvana is not nothingness, and Buddha and those who carry on his teaching explicitly state many times that it is a mistake to fall into either extreme view -- either the view of existence or the view of non-existence. The darkness. More posts from the OCD community. for the past 32year of my life i have had the desire to die and I dont mean kill my self. Why god? I didn’t make for an interesting person. I am terrified there’s no God. 800 pages, the guy had a huge ego. It is the dynamic phase of existence whereas nothingness is non-temporal and non-dynamic. I was always bad at sleeping, but with a one-month-old and a toddler, it’s worse. I am falling apart (WARNING:ABUSE TRIGGERS) ... we are his people and the sheep of pasture. I remember when I was a child having this dream that I was falling into some black abyss of nothingness. Some philosophers and phenomenologists, like Heidegger, argue that the Nothing nothings, or that nothingness has some sort of substantiality, but this is merely sophistry. But a nothingness has slipped into the heart of this relation; I am not the self which I will be. He could sum up the entire book in three pages, an empty page on being and nothingness, one page on bad faith, and one page on the look. Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, and be thankful unto him, and bless his name. It's really strange to have this constant feel of weightlessness. Just typing that makes me cry. What I really wanted was only a … The only love that exists in the Void is the love you bring into it. I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I didn’t have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. We can't perceive nothingness because it is a contradictory concept. Reading being and nothingness, I got the sense Jean-Paul Sartre was trying to impress everybody by writing an unreadable book. I am blind but I can see the destructive end of my existence. I didn’t want to be interesting, it was too hard. The Void itself has no love or light and because of this, the only way to leave the Void and enter the higher realms is by choosing love. I feel no joy, no happiness, no love, no empathy, no need for friend ship I feel nothing.. I am with my thoughts. 100% Upvoted. The Interpretation: "Dreams of falling can be associated with feeling … Falling into Nothingness in Stedelijk Museum. positive-memes: Capybara’s are the best. But if, as I will argue, nothingness cannot be anything positively existent--that is, if it truly (as the term would indicate) doesn't exist--then the situation at death cannot involve falling into it. ... and I don’t know what I expect out of posting here. Or flying into something so sublime? r/Buddhism: A reddit for all kinds of Buddhist teachings. But now what happens is, I can log into their server, but then once I'm in, what I see from my end is me continuously falling into the ground and it's pitch black OR I get in, everything's there, my character's moving fine, but then my friend's character isn't moving, the mobsters aren't moving, I Idk. Confused & frustrated I think about the meaning of my life, should I put an end to it or to wait till it decays by itself. I have to bang my head against some hard door to call myself back to the body.” ― Virginia Woolf, The Waves i have never wished to live.. A list of lyrics, artists and songs that contain the term "nothingness" - from the Lyrics.com website. The void. save hide report. comment. So I used to be able to play with my friend on their server and we could communicate and all that.